I indulged myself and flipped back to past entries, when I was younger and downright stupid, naive and an idiot in its purest form. Years later I still feel, often, I still hurt and miss and ache at times, for the past. But I no longer cry; Anger now, irritation now, dislike now. I'm able to see past raw emotion which I once took for the truest feelings, eternity and promises, to what stands before me - Taunting me, haunting. I use that now as my benchmark for having grown up.
I'm happy now(:
11 nights down, YES HE'S COMING BACK TMR :D :D :D
You're the guy who i'm gonna spend the rest of my life with(: